No matter how i still

No matter how I still…
No matter how I still…
Pretending to forget and close my eyes I still …
Turning my back and as if we have never known each other I still....
Even being utterly honest I still...

…..bring you so much pain.

Looking all around
Smiling gently with your sad eyes
No matter how we part I still.....
Even though we are separated I still.....
Even if this is in my dream I still....
Even if all these are going to end I still....
Gathering all my courage I still....

…..bring you so much pain.

As tears roll down my cheeks
I still don’t have the courage to hold you....
As I stand here
Right at the same spot
I will love you more and more.

As I stand here
Watching you intensely
I will find it harder to leave you

On those weak shoulders
Just to give you courage
Like the warm sun, I am dying to hold you again.

I am hesitating
Crying like this
I will love you more.

As I stand here
Watching you intensely
So close that I could almost touch you

No matter how I still
No matter how I still
No matter how we part I still
No matter that we are separated I still
Pretending to forget and close my eyes I still
Turning my back and as if we have never known each other I still....

Even if this is in my dream I still....
Even if all these are going to end I still....